I’m saying I’ve lived too long. You want them to actually miss you, you know? You want their memories of you to be… But she just won’t. She just won’t understand. No matter how well I explain it, these days she just has this… I mean I truly believe there exists some combination of words. There must exist certain words in a certain specific order that would explain all of this, but with her I just can’t ever seem to find them.
